Thursday, October 18, 2007
today my mum suddenly call n told me tt her doc said she will be gg thru another major op tml. there i was in the process of digesting my food wen everything start to go haywire. so i skipped the prac(which i was quite glad i did coz clar told me they had to peel a big bowl of soy beans skin and then mr bean became angry all of a sudden. haha.) and tml i will be skipping lect as her op will be at 11am. fortunately my mum asked the doc to write a excuse letter which to me is as good as never write but who cares. a consultant words hold power man. lol. so mon im gg to give the letter to ms tan so she can help me gao dim. the admin office ppl will juz not approve the letter, i tink. tue went to watch lust caution. nice show. but my butt pain sia...2 1/2 hours movie. imagine tt. but in the end tony leong oso never die. which i don mind lah...if not the ending oso not nice. then after tt went straight down to the hosp. coz my mum called me tt afternoon tt she's gg to A&E but i still can go on doing my own stuff. so ok...me n alvin went to buy the tix after he ended sch and the movie was at 7.05. 7 plus my dad msg me to tell me tt my mum had been warded. ok. great. so wat can i do?i continue to watch finish the movie. so my dad got angry. but my mum knew tt we must had already booked the tix and she was like nvm. but typical dad juz had to get his blood pressure up. so tt's his biz already. lols. tt's y i only stand up for my mum. lols. juz now i juz came online n good jun yuan never even say 'hi' told me to c clar blog. so i went to c. n whoa. she really pour out her heart. but i tink there's more only she don wan to tell ppl. actually diff ppl have diff types of troubles. take me for example. who can predict that my mum will be diagnosed with cancer after all she's been looking after her diet bla bla bla. now even her brain has cancer. as the daughter its my duty to look after her. no matter wat outcome no matter how irritated she is no matter how upset she is n no matter wat she becomes. everyone noes that anytime she can become paralyse n the tot will always be printed in our mind which stressed eveyone in the family out. but life still has to go on. as long as u have faith in yourself. so clar no matter wat happens, i noe we're not really ur best frens but we'll still support u. =D don worry, i understand wat u gg thru wen ur mum anyhow blames u..i oso get it. haha. but must rmb they got their own prob. once past is past so don keep in urself. more xin ku. c u in sch then!
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