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Saturday, September 27, 2008

yay! tmr is the f1 race liao...how i wish i can be there Live. lols. i wanna see kimi raikkonen. hahahahhaha. hope he wins but i kinda think that either hamilton or massa will win. coz they're like the strongest currently. haiz. raikkonen jia you! hahhahhahahahaha. ytd went to watch babylon. i tink the ending was quite like shit. but overall not bad lah. lols. n after the show we went to some italian restaurant at selegie there...kinda forgot the name of the restaurant but anyway there was showing the practice session of the f1 racers. i tink singapore's something to be able to think of such roads but the road is NARROW. n raikkonen was so handsome. ha. tonight is the qualifying session.

anyway work nowadays are a bore. i seriously dono wat m i doing there. im like some sai kang aunty sitting at the bench waiting for some work to come to me. or samples to come in for me to run the testings. even my boss oso dono wat to give me liao. n dar was saying i do too fast le but i really wan to finish up the job asap. lols. n ytd my boss ask me to pack up some of the bottles coz its been there for ages n she asked me to check all the bottles in a tray(the tray is like those catering blue trays that large and long) and i feel like telling her u mad ar?check one by one. so in the end clever juljul do randomly. i c which bottle that look shuang to me i check then aga aga all same date keep. lols. n i threw ALOT of old bottles. i even told my boss that some of the bottles in the cardboard box have spiders building their homes there. n she was laughing n saying "really ar?hahahahahahahaha". rite. lols. but i completed the job even though one of my collegues was saying monday then continue. no way m i gg thru a whole pile of dusty and full of cobwebs boxes and trays again. lols. IM BORED!!!!!!!!!!!! but 3 down 11 weeks to go. dar good lah one month down. lols.

12:23 PM

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

today never go sch. actually wanted to go then rain rain rain rain until don feel like gg liao. but feels so bad. haha...anyway today is a total slack day for me but i was wishing dar can be here with me instead of slogging out there. but that's life. its never wat i wan. so not looking forward to tmr coz i will have stacks of bottles to file back into their 'homes' in the cold room. oh did i mention i was locked in the cold room on monday?ha. n i was like SHIT. was that stupid man stupid until he din noe the door cannot be open from inside? n lucky i off the fan ventilator which means there was not much ventilation n the room is smelly. but better than freezing there. so i told dar n i tink he was about to freak out. lols. n juz nice i was smsing clar n jh n they were like don die there i don wan to lose juljul. rite. lols. ur concern appreciated guys! lols. so instead of freaking in there i was like smiling n laughing to myself. lols. totally love them all. i only wanted to c my dardar's face at that time. lols. but in the end i figured out how to let myself out. so yeah. im still alive n able to play bridge. n i was insane enough to imagine how tight i will be hugged by him wen i was out. =X

10:58 AM

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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

its been so long since i've reached home ard 3plus on a weekday. suddenly home feels good. bath feels even better. today's weather a killer. its so hot until u can say are-you-kidding-me hot. i was telling dar u can juz crack an egg into a pan put oil n you can have an omelette. best thing is we were wearing formal. omg. today is the best day in this sem. finally can meet clar they all. its been sooooo long. n today was so damn bloody fun. at first still dono wat we doing then after that spam pics like mad lah. lols. at first use jy phone where the ticking was like tick...tick....tick...tick for dono how long until mouth aching liao. lols. then lucky patrick say he got cam so really spam cam. n there's even shots for all the gim moh ppl(me, steph, jy n jessie). haha. super funny. then after that went to mac n it became a gambling den. lols. bridge was super bad luck for me but dai di was the best. i tink feng shui today in dai di ar. lols. all in all an unforgettable bonding session. LOL. wish could have met dar when gg back but too bad he had to work. n the sun was oso a killer.

4:04 PM

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Sunday, September 21, 2008

2 weeks down 12 weeks to go. somehow i dono whether time is passing fast or slow. but dar's left with 9 weeks at his workplace. dar dar jia you! seriously i tink im mad wen i go to work. im so bored that i can sing to myself until sometimes one of my collegue will laugh wen she hears me singing or i can talk to the bottles wen they get lost n found or wen im checking the stocks. -_- im paid 550 bucks to go mad?hmmm...but compare my job with the rest of frens i tink mine good liao. pay reasonable for an intern work load more than reasonable. lols. only thing i dono wat to write for the weekly target in my iap book. how bout i aim to become more patient and find something else to do?

ok here's a joke. or to me its funny. last friday my stomach was grumbling n i went to the canteen to have some biscuits. and then i saw my big boss. john constantine. he was like making tea. n since i already walked in i cannot walked out. juz my luck. so here's wat happen:

john constatine(JC): hello
jul: hello!
JC: so how's ur work so far? too free or busy?
n he gave me that smile with the i-know-wat-u've-been-up-to look
jul: oh no no. not really that free. (trying to look surprised that he said im free n laughed)
JC: aahh ok, im planning to let u 2 be involve in some of our projects......
jul: oh ok actually erlinda already asked me to be involved in one of them

and then i continue to explain. truth is i really wanted to tell him that im not 'free' at all. actually coz whenever i need to go to the toilet or something i'll have to walk past his office so within the day esp in the morning its a million times in n out in n out of my lab. i even made frens with the production line uncles(im a frequent visitor to the canteen). lols. im like a million times more free than jieying. LOLSSSSSS.

9:49 AM

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Saturday, September 20, 2008

aiyayayaya,,,,,i really one week only blog one time leh..haiz sad ar...all the stupid tuition fault. hahahahahahaha. ok my work now is super slack. clar can verify. LOLS. but seriously i don mind being bored. after the day of war. seriously wen we get bz we ARE busy. n there's no sitting. ok now i cant wait for tue. not only i can escape from work but i oso can see ALL my frens. hahahahahahaha. omg it felt like years. haha. n i can eat mac. hahahahaha. clar got ppl company her eat liao. lols. n i watched bangkok dangerous already. not bad. worth to watch. so now i have nth to blog anymore. lols. next week is the F1 race. im so envious of those who can go watch the race n party after that. do u noe the party admission is ard 1k?! omg. n i really wan to c raikkonen....sob sob sob.

3:37 PM

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Sunday, September 14, 2008

haha oh my god. cant believe iap is so tiring until end of the week then can blog. lols. n im already starting to miss all my frens. warning: this is gg to be quite a long blog. read it if u have patience. lols. oh my god! i tink i broke my own record of the longest time of not playing bridge or di with them sia. cant wait for the 22nd at least we all can meet up liao. hahahahahahahahhahahahaha. now i understand wat it means to work n to give tuition at the same time. DIE!!! n the ride home is so long until i cant even feel my butt wen i get down. esp fri wen im suppose to meet dar at ps bus stop. took 174 n i realise i must be mad to take the bus. lols. by the time i get down the bus i was pissed. with dono wat oso lah. and then along the way there's this small boy who insisted to sit with the father n squeezed between me n the dad. so i have no choice but to move and i was sleeping so nicely! urgh. lols. if i don move ppl will think y this girl so funny de the chair make of gold meh?lols.

ok now bout my iap. i tink it sux. totally. go there first 2 days nth to do coz sup not ard. then they ask me to do all the filing of the bottles. which means putting them back to their original place. n its in a cold room. that is fucking cold even if the fan blaster is off. lols. then slowly get used to it. but they oso teach quite a number of new stuff. until boss come back. that day really wan to slap her. make me pack all the files n there's like 70 over of them piling there. threw like 10 of them which left 60 plus. n then she tell me have to put them into the cupboards. she still wanted to put at the cupboards at the top then i say need ladder to climb leh. i still wanted to tell her u demo first how to carry the files n climb. but i decided to shut. so in the end she say put at the cupboards across the lab. fuck! lols. wen i was done i self proclaim rest. lols. n i oso had to change labcoat coz everything was black including my hands. urgh. that was the worst. then next day i don care already. i volunteer to do filing. self slack. lols. anyway we're allowed to do our own things as long as we do work so ok lor. hahaahaha. but then i completed all the filing in the morning n then die. nth to do at all. so bo bian have to tell boss juz nice she's so bz she told me: "y don't u rest for now coz im so busy n u completed all the other's jobs already." HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA. can any iap get better? lols. n she said i was a fast worker. too fast until im stressing her coz she got nth for me to do. but at the end she always find me some labourer work. like they have new batch of bottles in n someone has to pack them. so i have to do the job. i even tell her i'll label but i asked her: "so where to take the stickers?" ha. n she juz looked at me. lols. i was telling dar she better give me an A for my iap coz their new bottles and their little mini proj that boss wan me to do is ALL I DO. so whatever they're gg to use and c is wat JULJUL HV DONE. lols. if not i'll write in n complain liao. lols. cheap labour only. they still say the lab max can only have 4 full timer. sure lah. take in the interns pay so much lesser. clever management ar.

P.S: i kinda miss sch's mac.....LOL.

9:43 AM

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Sunday, September 7, 2008

today is avril lavigne's concert...sure got alot of ppl gg de.... anyway few days ago my so-i-thought supervisor called me and complained that she couldn't get any of us. haha. she sounded so bo chap but nice. n i tot i like this supervisor.hahahahaha. then she told me that mon morning we have to go to the science park first before gg to boon lay. haiz no matter where i go its all so far. -_- but it sounds exciting enough. haha. so this morning when i saw her email haiz yuan lai she's not our sup....she's only gg to brief us for an hour and then she'll hand us to our sup. but she cc the email to a guy named john constatine. ang mo leh...mayb he's the sup. scully is some fierce yellow face old man. -_-

fri was my cousin's wedding. all the old old ones getting married left one.hahah. he very stress ar. hahhaha. n they placed me, dar dar(he was invited too!), my younger-than-me-by-1yr cousin, and the not married old cousin(he's 29) in one table and all parents in the VIP table. -_- so its juz 4 youngsters with the other old ppl. n i mean old. at first they din even noe that im my mum's daughter until dono who realise the 3 of us look the same then they guess im the sis's daughter. haiz. so it was kinda bored even though i was like fooling ard.haha. so took some pics.

i say dar look like mr potato like this. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

feeling blessed???? =D

ok i din take much photo because i din bring my digital cam! oh my god! i totally forgot bout that. i was totally regretting the whole night. n i din take photos with my cousins coz the guys are not the spam photo kind of ppl so i don wanna make myself look stupid. lols. so cannot c how handsome they are liao.... =DDD

9:21 AM

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Friday, September 5, 2008

these are the pics that we took wen we out jalan jalan at vivo. enjoy!

JiaHui acting cute moments:

this is where our hair look a mess

this is where our hair looks neater

while waiting for dar...

can u c the shorts under the dress? no! ha.

our love for dogs

isn't this panda cute????lols.

while drinking along the sea port

FINALLY:

the love of my life =D

the fren who is there whenever i needed her. simply love her. =D

ok i wanted to upload the pics for the RSAF open house too but i cant find the transfer cable to transfer the pics to my comp. so i guess another time ba wen im bored again. haha.

9:44 AM

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ok im bored. very bored. i skipped runnning ytd n today's a rainy day. though i really wan to run somehow something is stopping me. omg. so im looking thru ppl's blogs, listening to radio, n playing with sleepy wen she's awake for awhile.n thinking of wat dar's doing n counting down the hours where i can meet him to go to my cousin's wedding. 9more hours to seeing him. ltr in the afternoon i hv tuition so at least im bored.but i'll be bored there. totally hate to go for the k2 tuition.urgh.

woke up at like 6 plus, eyes open big big at 7 plus n out of bed at 8 wen dar started work n i slept at 3 something last night. something is wrong with me. i cant believe its finally fri n i've pulled thru this week waiting for his sms at 5.30pm and then waited for him to reach home to call me before i go for my tuition at night if not i'll take a bus down to meet him after tuition in the afternoon. n then wait for his call before he sleeps. next week onwards it will be him waiting for me. at wherever. muahahahahahahahahhahaha. i don care how long i take to reach there already. lols. its not my fault that i take one hour plus to go anywhere. so too bad.

P.S: can any kind soul tell me wat i'll be gg to do at IFF? will i be scolded or will i be stoning? i can imagine this scenerio:

Supervisor: Juliana, conduct the colourimetry test for this bak kwa. understand me?
Me (with question marks above my head) : err....not really boss. i forgot how to conduct colourimeter test
Supervisor (with a sian face): how can u forget?! ure a poly diplioma student
Me (angry): but i not yet even geta cert wat. im not a fully dip student yet!

ok truth is i'll say ok ok n i'll go scouting for help. ha. i hope jie ying n me will be in the same department. so that she can save my backside. hahahahahaha. now do u noe how bored m i????

9:30 AM

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haiz dono y only one stupid iap i must go thru so much trouble to search which bus go where bla bla bla. but i manage to find that i can reach dar's workplace in estimation 87 min! haha.that i din expect. lols. i tink by the time i reach there he fell asleep already.ha. no matter where i go there's never a less than 60min journey. don understand y my industry have to be this INconvenient. n y his industry is so convenient even though its oso way out of the busy area. -_- wat kind of stupid decision is this? hai me everyday must spend money to keep top up my ez link for the train trips n dar juz sit one bus few min reach liao. wan to chit chat oso cannot talk much ar. -_-"

8:26 AM

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Thursday, September 4, 2008

today is a damn fucking bad day for me lah. morning somehow i was so lazy to run that i din run. then my dad say wan to go telok kurau to eat. fine i'll drive since next week i cant drive anymore. but on the way there my dad have to talk talk talk talk talk like some bloody old woman n scold n scold until i seriously i feel like stopping the car along the expressway n ask him to drive. nvm i tahan. go there cannot find the place dono how to give directions last min should TURN HERE!! wah lucky beside no bike or else gone case. then parking. my parallel parking is worst than wat u call shit. so fine he guide actually quite nice only abit too out he made me redo. fine. so everything went well. gg back. since alvin only has half hour to eat time is precious. to me. but the old father cannot understand. cant blame him. then talk n talk scold n scold nag n nag. fire building n building n building inside me. reach home i park too near to the car beside fine redo. but no i went in n out in n out in n out in n out in n out the fucking parking lot like so idiot robot n i dono wat im doing where im turning. i don mind to practice parking but at least TELL ME where to turn. instead he stand there looking like i juz killed his precious little wife n im getting punished. at that time the flame already anytime bursting out. in the end he still angry. wah then he can tell ppl "i only wan her to practice dono y she so angry..." oh ya practice with knowing wat im doing is call PRACTICE! n then wen the car was nicely in he still wanted me to redo! by then i already very sian n i said then redo lor. with that he angry n say "off the engine go home lah" n walk off. WTF. reach home he complain n complain n complain but i ignored. wanted to go straight to bathe but no kena call back. that was the final straw. he haven even open his mouth i shouted at him already. the fire too big liao. i scold scold scold scold scold scold scold until he was damn angry he threw the control. n i told him "throw lah. u only noe how to throw throw throw! u don even think how i feel!" until i was hoarse. n i walked off to bathe. n the whole day i was so troubled that i shouted that he had to be this way. URGH. n ppl don tag me to chill. tks.

ok then for the past days i've been thinking. how exactly m i gg to meet dar for dinner wen i start work. n then he told me wed even though we have tuition together we can eat together. because we'll be late. seriously i don understand. wats the diff b/w an engineering industry n a sci lab industry?y is it that the engineering industry gets all the buses to everywhere within minutes n the sci lab industry don't? its not like sci lab industries are so dirty that they need to be isolated. n its making me so irritated wen i found out that more than half the buses in boon lay interchange are loop buses. n there are like 24 buses altogether! WTF. its juz so pathetic.

10:54 PM

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Wednesday, September 3, 2008

oh my god...i can feel blood dripping from my heart. can hear 'ping!' ' piang!' 'ping piang piang'. today met dar for dinner after my tuition n he looked damn hagged. look like one dono wat only. really like some atm machine service man liao lah. my lao gong looking like that?! with the big big boots 'gik kok gik kok' -_- how can????? n i definitely noe how he's feeling. i tink if i gave him a choice to either eat with me or i company him sleep he will choose sleep. n i can imagine how many hours ltr then he wake up. haiz... my poor dar dar.... ='(

juljul is heart broken......

9:03 PM

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so now im waiting for time to pass to go for my k2 tuition...today dono y like get up at the wrong side of the bed or wat so emo...lol.don even feel like talking to anyone. so sian. haiz. ok lah today oso dono wan to blog bout wat...so i'll not say anything. ytd came to noe bout some stuff which i felt kinda betrayed but anyway its all over already. im juz glad i can say openly that im using my dar dar's money n not other guy's money to buy my stuff.. at least i don dui bu qi my bf. haha. haiz dar's so bz n tired with work n i wonder wat can of job will i be doing next week. =X

1:35 PM

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Tuesday, September 2, 2008

ytd evening went to meet dar n his frens for dinner at cityhall. last min jh asked me if i wan to company her to cut hair but since i already promised dar i had to turn her down. sorry my fren. =( i dono y but everytime im gg out i have to rush. so rush to change, rush to make up n rush to the bus stop coz i was really late. or so i tot. so tinking that dar would be taking the mrt i tot he will reach earlier. but nv noe wen i was in the mrt stn he told me he was taking the bus n he was still at his workplace near macpherson or somwhere there. n they still have to change bus. lucky him that he was far away or else his head will definitely drop. definitely. i should have juz taken the bus n let them wait instead. -_- so actually i was mad with dar but wen i saw him bloody hell he looked damn shagged like he juz came back from world war 3 wanting a hot bath n a hug. LOL. how long can i stay mad at him at this rate?ha. n he was so patient n nice n sweet n let me scold him in the sms. haha. felt so damn bloody bad. haha. my darling im so so so so sorry but who ask u to forget to tell me u took the bus?! hahahahhahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha.
but at least he learned a new skill: how to make a whole new atm machine. =X

P.S: im missing u so badly....

12:21 PM

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Monday, September 1, 2008

OMG!!! jul jul is super bored. i super have no idea how m i gg to go thru these 5 days. lols. so at least tmr afternoon onwards there's tuition n fri there's my cousin's wedding where my aunty asked me n my dad to go to the tea ceremony but my dad like don wan me to go to the ceremony. n i wonder y..... I M SO BORED........

1:29 PM

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