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Monday, June 30, 2008

ok i tink im mad to stay up this late juz to watch 22 ppl chase after a ball. but wtf its germany vs spain. 2 of the best vs one another. nice. n germany almost scored at the 3rd min. if spain win im gg to cry for not buying that. lols. n i got scolded by dar too. for not being understanding. yeah that was nice of u. really. i juz always get myself into a big mess with him n then im misunderstood that i don understand he wants to sleep. ha. wat a pool of shit i always willingly put myself in. im juz so tired of all these. haiz.

2:48 AM

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Sunday, June 29, 2008

so today's everything's back to normal. but ytd night at 2am in the morn i realise my hp charger was spoilt for no reason! omg. imagine how tired n puzzled. so in the morn i asked dar if he knows where got sell cheap charger n he said he'll go toa payoh to check it out since he's gg there anyway. so ya i now got a new charger. so after tuition dar treated me to hagen daaz(is it spelled like this?) n we ate the belgian waffle something. nice. but forgot to take pic. so on fri night after watching get smart met me n dar met up with jh to drink at liquid kitchen. so here's some of them:

so this is me after bath preparing to go:

me n dar in the mrt:

At liquid kitchen: me n dar ordered a bucket of heineken

dar acting cute =D

me n jh with our drink

eeee...jh scratching her nose. =X

This is wat we ordered: wedges at the back, hot wings and caesar salad with chicken

ok let me make it clear: dar made me do these:

And finally: CHEERS!!!!

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Saturday, June 28, 2008

supposedly common test week is over n im suppose to be happy. but there's still one more paper to go. n its an elective paper. -_- which i believe the paper wouldn't be ez coz i don tink its khaw khaw who sets the paper. n definitely some niao woman will not give hints(not even a word) so i believe i will have to burn the lect notes n drink them. hopefully that will help.

so today went tuition in the morn, got fed up with the p5 guy(i seriously will kill myself if my son is like him next time), then went to the k2 tuition n then to dar's house to study forensic. but study halfway i fell asleep. n i was only at the 2nd lect. haiz. its juz so boring. n then suppose to be happy happy go find for a new purse for outing n hopefully heels(ha!) but turns out to be quite a killer. coz of some provokes. so its a talk-to-me-not journey home and i wonder how m i gg to spend the night tonight?mayb i should juz watch sex and the city the whole night to pretend that nth happened and we're still happy us.....

10:40 PM

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Thursday, June 26, 2008

today jul jul is so fan nao...all coz of money. haiz. its always bout the money. my mummy always tell me in this world there's only one thing money cant buy n that is true love. but since young i never agree with her. y are women so eager to go with rich men?they juz wanna have watever they wan in the world. wen a woman gets wat she wants some will fall in love with the man n isn't that love? although some wont lah. lol. ppl say money cant buy happiness. so that means that the broad smile on one's face wen they get something they want is fake? so some ppl say i don mind to go with a beggar as long as we love each other. to me that's juz naive thinking. wen a ger's with a not rich man there's no happiness in the relationship coz everytime they quarrel is over money. even if the guy's sweet to her who's gg to bring food to their mouth?who's gg to ensure there's shelter n clothes to cover themselves? if its in the past i tink its sweet. now this society is all bout money. money even appears in dreams. so to jul jul money is 99% of her life. wait...then dar is 1?oh my.... don seem rite. haha. =X

dar oso not in a good mood today. driving totally sux for him. n i was hoping watever u say were juz qi hua coz i really don wish to c u give up juz like that. but at the end of the day no matter how many excuses u come up with its still ur choice. dar dar jia you ba..the next time it'll be better de. =D

9:18 PM

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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

aiyayayaya i totally hate dar's supervisor. he totally sux to the max core ar... everytime hai me miss this miss that. today still hai me miss sayang sayang. ming ming already no chance to watch today so happy can watch then he make dar do some stupid work in the end i cannot watch. so damn sad lah.

enough bout some stupid old man. now happy things. haha. i completed food chem study. still can recap. n wash violet cage. that means can watch sex and the city in peace. hahahaha. this time the common test not bad ar..at least my life never shorten horribly like last time. now only hope exams oso like this abit relax. or else not yet even end of exams i tink i will look like some old china panda about to die. LOL. recently i realise i've been drinking. quite often. die ar....wait liver prob. lols. *touch wood!!!*

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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

2 papers over le. yay! cant wait for food chem to over coz that's like one of the most ... paper. haha. im not gg to say wat .... is coz there's no blog privacy. but i tink today paper's sux. i as good as quote the whole sentence from the case study. lols. but ytd paper was good. lols. should keep it up for the exams. lol. so tmr's paper oso done studying. feels damn good to finish it. at least i can eat my watermelon n watch sex and the city the series with a peace of mind. but somehow i feel that i don really rmb the stuff. which is weird. hmmm..anyway did i mention i saw dar's flash proj? i tink it looks kinda cool. with some polishing up. at least better than the previous guy's work. dar jia you wor. cant wait for u to finish the presentation then we can go play mj n shopping le. haha. then ur turn to c me chiong proj. lols. i tink by then clar n jess sure keep rushing me to finish everything. ha. still got farhana.

10:17 PM

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Sunday, June 22, 2008

in 13h++ later its finally common test time. im like counting down to next tue coz it will be the end of forensic sci common test.

ok so ytd i din study. or mayb i did lah...revise thru food biz. so that's studying for 1h plus. let me tell u how interesting ytd was. the k2 mum smsed to say need to cancel tuition coz her son not feeling well so ok lor. then study a while then go dar house. so since at night we gg pub must wear nicer mah so i decided to wear the aldo heels which seriously i haven get used to it. but no choice my other heels spoil n i not yet get it repaired. anyway while gg to bus stop 162 came n i tried to catch it n then the bloody bus uncle don wan to stop. fine. so took 410 out change to 980 to novena. at novena got this woman who dono where she was n stood at the aisle of the bus thinking whether to stop or not wen i already told her excuse me plus ppl still ask her to excuse. n she would not budge. best thing was 131 was in front n i missed it coz of her. so already pissed. but nvm then went dar house try to study food chem. fail! lols. ok then decided to go vivo for dinner n then drinking session. haha. but at that time my leg already pain, reach there more pain, after dinner cannot tahan le. lols. so went to miphosos(no idea wats the letter after 'm'), dar saw a slipper not bad but then they only got white so went to another shop that juz nice selling ripples slippers. so think think think better to get the ripples one. lols. n so i ended up shopping in slippers n gg to hooters at clarke quay in slippers. urgh. by the time reach home 12 plus. sleep 3am coz went to bathe cannot sleep with wet hair so watch sex and the city while dar watch ch 8. hahha. so that's my sat.

9:03 PM

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Friday, June 20, 2008

today's a fri n i totally have no mood to study. wanted to ask dar out for movie but i knew he will sure say he wan to do proj. -_- weekend is oso spent by me gg tuition he staring at the comp and then sun go his place stare at him staring at the comp. how interesting isn't it? i totally hate his teacher. swear. he make him do stupid stupid extremely stupid stuff, then dar don have time for his proj n oso coz of him dar have to chiong n in the end i don have anyone to company me watch a stupid movie! n best thing is its a fri. so much for tgif. n im not even involve but in the end i have to stuck at home with food micro notes(i cant say stupid food micro notes. khaw will kill me) in front of me n im staring at it blank n its juz staring back. oh i really should thank that teacher the next time i c him. but i tink he will tink i mad ar. if im dar wen i take my cert i will go up to him n say "i curse you from the day ure born!" without hand language.

juz kidding.

8:53 PM

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Thursday, June 19, 2008

ok lets c wats so interesting bout this hol..... NTH!!! except i tink gg out with jiahui. ok at least that was fun. dar's sooooo bz n there's nth i can do to help. haiz. studying sux. i wish i have a plan on wen to study wat. urgh. n now i need to complete a PROTOCOL by next wed. oh wow...im so excited about it. cant wait to get it started. rite. m i suppose to say something nice here? oh yes...at least me, dar, jiahui n her mum are gg to play mj soon. nice. lucky i have dar coz im gg to be the atm machine in the game. so dar u must win everything back double. hahahahahahahaha. but losing sux. haha.

10:36 PM

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Tuesday, June 17, 2008

yay! i've completed pdd, food micro n food biz. juljul best ar. lols. today is quite a slack day. lunch was like almost 2h coz need to cook. haha. plus watching tv. suddenly don feel like switching off the tv N i realise im not the only one. lols. yuan lai clar oso wor...so in the end we ended up starting studying at the same time. i tink tv is best during exam n test period..its like the best thing for relaxing. second will be beer. that is best.

talking bout beer...sun was good. fathers' day but my dad went off for dinner by himself n gave me one whole load of excuse when i already told him we'll be gg out for dinner on sun. -_- but anyway back to my story. sun dinner was best. me n dar went to newton n we ordered bbq stingray, chilli squid, 5(we ordered 6 but uncle gave 5), 2 otah, and a plate of carrot cake. alot huh? haha. one more thing. 1 bottle of heineken. yum yum yum. bagus. haha. no food is good without beer. its making me hungry now...but these days spent alot. ppl spend on clothes, make up bla bla bla i spend on food. last week still went to pizza hut and ate quite alot too. im gg super fat le. suppose to run n swim first week sick like shit. 2nd week da yi ma come. haiz.

10:50 PM

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Monday, June 16, 2008

lets c wats there to blog...ok finally dar's bz with his proj and im tired of the stupid mods. but at least food biz is on its way to completion or so i hope to complete it by tmr. aahhh then mayb i can go on to food chem. anyway tmr i'll be alone at home so i tink should be able to complete abit more stuff ba. hmmm...anyway dar dar don overwork yourself ok? love u. muack!

9:51 PM

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Sunday, June 15, 2008

common test is juz a week away...n im starting to get real worried. haiz....worried if i can even complete studying everything that is needed. n now i juz realised one of the food biz notes are missing. haiz. i tink must ask from clar liao....worst still im still giving tuition in the night...really hope can complete everything. oh my god...y cant my brain work any faster?but at least can self console..im almost done with food micro. tt's a good start. but the study mood is juz damn bloody not there. URGH. who can help poor juljul ne???????

10:09 PM

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Friday, June 13, 2008

so i've completed all hw for the hols. oh my god. feels damn free. but common test is still weighing me down. juz realised that the food processing assignment is due on 8 aug. don really noe if its good or bad actually. lols. but anyway that means i have to go photocopy the book coz its totally impossible to keep renewing it. urgh. anyone kind enough to help me photocopy?lols.anyway ytd i went to airport with jiahui n i met Ian. he's off to bali n im jealous. lols. n guess wat? one week of the holiday is already passing by. n i've not started studying. shit. =X

P.S: dar next time DO rmb to charge your phone coz its super super super super super inconvenient to contact u n ure totally not online at all. lols. how i wish i can psychic u to come online. lol.

12:00 PM

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

ytd was a great day. went out with jiahui and it was totally fun sia. first thing we went to watch sex n the city. then after that went to shop shop n eat lunch at marina sq coz orchard got nth nice to walk walk. haha. so we went bao jing tian to eat dim sum. haha. not bad ar. after that actually we dono wan go where le then i oso don wan go arcade so we decided to go walk walk at raffles place (jiahui don laugh wen u c this word liao hor. ;) ) coz she wants to buy singlet. hmmm...walk walk walk in the end buy nth but i found my perfect black heels which super disappointing don have my size. urgh. but along the way i keep trying on clothes n making her laugh while she lazy to try anything. sad. haha. anyway we slowly walk ard until 6 plus then we headed back to suntec city to wait for dar to go kuishinbo. yum yum. but too bad ytd both of them sick(which they passed on to me already) so we din really eat ALOT. then halfway jh say wanna watch movie. at first both of us don wan but then dar said he's gg to take mc today so ok lor. kungfu panda here we come! haha. super great movie. laugh until stomach pain ar. lols. so ppl faster faster go watch. lol. anyway we took alot of pics but jh haven send me the pics. so another time ba. haha.

so ytd i promise my dad to eat lunch with him. then this morning he say wan to go bukit ho swee and eat. n best thing is: im the driver!!!! hahahahahahahaha. best ar.. haha. but i tink if this is the test i haven go even 1km i fail le. lols.

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Sunday, June 8, 2008

haiz....i really dono how to go on living with my dad. ya sure. he's sooo poor thing. lost the wife whom he realised she's so precious after being married for almost 30 yrs and then he's now all alone coz i don have time for him. but i cannot even talk to him now lah. we haven even talk 10 sentences we'll start quarrelling. oh my god. n now the car prob. thinking of it makes me wanna hit something. urgh. really dono how to go on with him. im sick n tired of ppl telling me "u must control urself. now ur dad's all alone. he's lonely. n u noe his temper's not good. so u must listen to him. bla bla bla." yeah go ahead. pity him like he appreciate u. =X

11:02 PM

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Friday, June 6, 2008

finally tml is the weekend. oh my god. its like a super long long wait n now its the hols. but im not looking forward to the hols. coz we still have to meet teachers, pass up a court case which is 49 pg long, n some other proj that i cant tink of n don wanna think of. tml will be the best day of this week coz there's no tuition. lols. but sun is bad coz i've yet to solve the qn for my p6 de n i still have the p3 n p5 guys to teach. haiz.....nowadays my post like so unhappy n stress. lol. i really wish there's ice cream in my freezer. sun suppose to go island creamery but have to go get violet's food so that means byebye to ice cream. hmmm...but hopefully mon's kuishinbo's still on..coz seems like both jiahui n dar is sick. haiz. everything good's gg to turn our to be bad. damn.

10:37 PM

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Thursday, June 5, 2008

aaahhhhhh!!!!!!! reports are so crushing me. ok im suppose to look forward to tml coz firstly its FRI n secondly its the day to pass up report means im done. but tml i have a 3h tuition. oh my god. i always hate to have 3h with the k2 guy coz i need to crack my head on WAT to teach him. urgh. today went library hoping to be able to borrow a book on PEF but in the end i borrowed a book on meat processing n im doing on map. y?coz we searched the whole shelves for PEF - 0 books found. n that sux coz i already got my scope n now i have to think of new scopes. haiz.....

ppl say the longer ur r/s the stronger ur bond. but seriously i kinda disagree. sometimes the longer ur r/s the more u get to understand the person the more u wonder if he/she is really the right one for u. everyday is like a change or mayb every yr. reaching a new yr into the r/s means a new change is bout to happen. that's is not as interesting as wat ppl think.

from now on i'll care bout myself since im not being appreciated.
not by anyone esp u.
n i don get ur concern back anyway.
all u tink is yourself n u really changed.
no matter wat u do or wat u get...i will not ask and so u can choose not to tell me anything anymore.

10:47 PM

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urgh! ever since i recognise words i din noe life will be THIS stressful. after dono how long i have to start doing report again. now that's very exciting. im all excited over that idea. n its due on fri. this fri. even better. so im totally looking forward to next week coz it the holidays. oh. i really need some destressing. n im already starting to think of who i can ask to go out with. now that's quite worrying coz 3 weeks from now its the common test week. im even more excited. ok so i have a date with jiahui on mon for shopping spree. she better bring her digital cam. lols. n then she asked me to go to the airport to walk walk n admire the airplanes. seriously i don mind. as long as im AWAY from ink on paper. oh i seriously think im starting to get on dar's nerves if he continue to hear how much work i have for the following weeks. n seriously i tink fatigue is starting in coz im starting to hu si luan xiang le. is it juz me or r we kind of like not the same?????? urgh. this whole thing sux.

12:16 AM

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Tuesday, June 3, 2008

today is like such a boring day.....first thing in the morn already kena say by some woman juz coz i asked xinni something. n she claim that we have been talking since the start of the lesson. seriously from the start of the lesson besides only hearing her voice, i tink if there were flies mating in the room we oso can hear them. but that's juz her claim. so im not gg to spoil my post coz of this woman. then supposedly clar pei me stay back but in the end none of us wan to stay back so home sweet sweet home. haha. n im still missing my psp..... =(

10:33 PM

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Sunday, June 1, 2008

haiz...my psp lost..dono how come can lost oso...today so sad until after dinner dono how i brighten up oso. but i tink osos coz i complete all major hw tt's y more relax. but the food chem report i lost the results so i need to wait for clar to come online...haiz. that ger work work work wan to get thing from her must wait until 11 something. then still must wait for her to put into ms word if she not yet do.......-_- hahahahahaha. so im gg to buy a new psp. n it will be a silver one. =)

10:09 PM

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