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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

feeling damn damn damn moody today. esp after tuition. on the way already quarrell with my dad. came home oso no peace. then had to find some stupid stuff make me so hot in the end must put back into the same place. thanks alot for the unnecessary exercise. then actually plan tml wan to go out shopping with dar. last week already pushed tuition timing earlier, tot that would make him happy, but was already too late. someone already made an appt with him to play mj. so now still thinking wan to ask clar out or come home be a good ger n do finish the hw. so wat do u tink?hmmm... im soooo bored.

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Monday, April 28, 2008

juz booked driving lesson on the 26 n 27 may, mon n tue, in the morn. but wondering how the hell m i gg to skip lessons. seriously hope i can pass tis time...hope the bloody tester will c me shuang then pass me. ok so im suppose to be online at 8 plus but then i so smart went to wash clothes. then wash here clear up there. until so tired. nowadays like got nth nice to write for my blog. life's so hou moon(boring for canto). ha. still trying to learn. while washing violet's cage i asked dar how to say dono wat in canto n he told me like "ngo dono wat dono wat ok". im like wth....lols. for a moment i cant rmb wat i asked him. shooks.

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Sunday, April 27, 2008

down with the stupid flu...top up with stupid journal which is like doing compre and then better still we had to think which are observations for regulations. wth. wat do we look like?multi-tasking robots? anyway today is dar's grandma's bd. so went to somewhere in toa payoh to eat dinner. seriously i dono how old is she le. lol. along the way i was learning canto. n its damn funny lah. don understand how their tongue can juz curl. sometimes feels like im speaking thai. lol. anyway ytd my flu was kinda bad n i kinda lost it on my p5 student. dar said i was very fierce to him. lol. who wouldn't be with a head throbbing like shit. but seriously i tink dar can handle him.

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Thursday, April 24, 2008

so long never blog liao...beeen sooo busy with tuition and sch...and then now no more maid. shit. everyday's proj proj proj n then tuition. wat a life or rather im so lifeless. luckily there's violet to company me. but still i have to wash her cage everyday or else she'll be living in the world of shit n hay. n luckily there's dar who can help me with the cage so that i can wash the stupid clothes. lol. so now there's more proj coming in. wat must innovate ur own food then still put under a mod tut like wat only. might as well juz cancel that module n put proj 4. y not i list down the proj n hw i've got so far:

court case to find by tue
regulation to summarise by tue
PR supplier list by next fri
PR grocery n market survey by week 4
food chem journal tut by mon
to come up with an end new pdt for food display by end of sem
adv fd processing journal to be done asap
to find a specific topic on adv fd processing n write a 2500 words abstract asap
to find out wat pathogen is in veg salad n fresh fruit that affect a 2 yr old boy and come up with a protocol
regulation proj on exporting mochi to europe
food biz proj coming up soon.
pdt development presentation every week during tut

actually there's alot alot more. juz that i cant think of liao. even clar n joey oso cannot think. imagine that. life's like hell already n its only the 2nd week. =XXXXX

4:24 PM

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Sunday, April 20, 2008

last night went to collect violet. she look sooo cute. haha. spent quite long at the shop. coz got alot of ppl then juz nice the guy had to prepare all our stuff. so we left the shop at bout 9 plus in which the shop suppose to close at 9. then took a taxi back(thank god). her food plus everything was already bout 10kg coz of the pee wee that weighed 9kg. pee wee is something that is for them to wee.

violet standing on 2 feet

poising for the cam.

i tink she's weeing

violet eating

violet upclose

one thing is she's been eating non stop...lol.i tink she will go very fat if she continue eating at this rate. lols. but i guess it should be normal for a chin ba. anyway tml violet will be 4mths old le.so fast,

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Saturday, April 19, 2008

so ltr at 4 i got another tuition with my k2 guy. this morn had tuition with the new students. dar lucky. get one p3 so cute. my p5 like wat only. everything oso dono dono dono. only interested if we 2 are a couple. but he's quite funny at times. but there are times oso feel like slapping him. n this is only the first lesson. lols. after tuition dar went to play bb with his frens. so i'll be meeting him at 7 and then we'll go collect violet! yay! only thing hope by the time we reach there the shop still open. lol. will post violet's pics tml. hahaha.

ytd went to watch forbidden kingdom with dar. at first he don wan to tell me where we were gg. reach cathay still don wan tell me wat movie we watching. lols. so yuan lai really watch F.K. hai me all the way still tell him wan to watch that movie then i still thinking next week wen got time to watch. chey. lols. funny ar that show.clar u should go watch. lol. so since we bought the 10 plus show(all the other slots left the right in front seats) so went to collect dar's new specs and then we went to eat ben n jerry. haha. nice. pics with dar so cant upload. another time ba.

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

haha..today so hardworking.blog 2 times.lols. ok today heard that yuan lai meliati cannot teach liao coz got ppl noe she give us too much hints. haiz. to all the nyp staff who happen to read my blog "Hello!!!" haiz don understand y even our blog oso they wan to read...very nice to read meh?yuan lai be lecturer so bu hao wan de.haha.tml got presentation. =_=" starting of sch only got presentation liao....wat a life.

4:51 PM

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din come online these days, never blog oso, n my msn pm is still "i wan a guinea pig" although i already got a chinchilla instead. lols. realised that im spending too much time on tuition until i don really have time to spend with dar wen we already have so little time together. oh no oh no. anyway cant wait for next week to be over. coz then i will have my mondays and tuesdays free from tuition. ytd went to tutor my k2 guy n im already counting down the time to 9pm. lols. so sian. but he's so cute. asked him if he wants to continue reading chi at 9 n he say want. told him i need to go home liao then he was like "go home?u sleep here lor. then no need go home." LOL.

so now me n dar got a new student each. im feeling really very bad about tis coz i dono if dar's excited or dreading to go for tuition. he's taking the p3 guy im taking the p5 guy. but i already lessen his load by teaching the p3 eng but he's gg to teach the p5 sci. n i tink he's doubting himself which i wish i can help. all in all it sounds very complicated. haiz.... but the pay not bad. 360 for 2 of them. but somehow i don like the mum. she sounds so act smart.lol.

so i got a new phone. samsung f330. ytd dar upgrade his plan so he can get that phone at $0.hahaha. but im still trying to get use to it.

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Saturday, April 12, 2008

so i said i wanted a guinea pig....but in the end i got a....chinchilla! hahahahahaha...today went to buy her. yup its a her. i tink she's a grey violet. dono wat violet lah.lol. rare breed wor. actually ytd i went to look ard for guinea pigs and i saw on the net that there's a House of Chinchilla so i told dar y not we go check that out?n then i saw this beauty, a golden mosaic. her name's chloe n the guy told us she got this xiao jie pi qi. like me. ha. n juz nice she was born on my parents anniversary. so to me she's alot of meaning. but then she's white. i love white n my aim was to get a white chin but then i asked ms chan and she told me that white chins get stained by their urine very easily, which is true. coz today wen i went to c her fur got stained. anyway i need to wait 2 weeks for my chin coz she's got a little wet poo and they're treating her. dar told me to name her violet.tink i'll go with wat he says. =DDDDDDDDDD

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Thursday, April 10, 2008

last night while waiting for dar's call was so bored so decided to take some pics. so this is the emoticons pictures:

now this is call the power of boredom. =DDDDD

11:27 AM

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Wednesday, April 9, 2008

juz came back from lunch.haha. went with my dad to ah yat seafood. today only eat the sri lanka crab with salted egg...wah damn nice.the meat damn 'crunchy' sia...too bad its a male or else have egg even better. then we order some dim sum. look very little but eat that time damn alot lah. too bad dar don wan to come...or else at least can before sch start eat some hao liao.

last night i dreamt bout my mum. couldn't sleep last night(in fact its every night...think im gg to have insomnia soon.lol) then i tink i fell asleep or mayb semi-conscious but then i saw her help me make my pillow nice nice then sayang me to sleep. lols. but i tink i open my eyes n all i saw was darkness. wen i was still sleeping with my mum, she'll always puff up my pillow like how i liked it to be. seriously i tink i ran out of tears coz now even wen i tink of her, there's no more tears coming out.

this morning my agent called me. then she asked me if i still wanna take one more student. so another he. this time is a p5 malay boy wanting maths tuition.but the mum wanted weekdays only. but weekdays im out...coz still need to make day if tuitions get postponed. lols. but i said mon would be fine if that's wat the mum really wants. so if i really get the deal...dono wan to feel happy or worry oso.lols.

2:33 PM

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Tuesday, April 8, 2008

posting another post again....timetable is out! n ytd i was still asking clar n yis if they noe wen it will be out..so confirm we're taking forensic fd sci. clar's fav. i don tink it will be mine...somemore richard khaw's in charge. hope he doesn't read my blog anymore. anyway mr khaw if ure reading this, no offence pls. =DDD
ok back to my pt. i love wed. yup. my fav day. fri oso not bad. 3h in sch but whole day tut. SIAN. =_="
tue n thu are bad.bad bad day....after sch need to rush for dinner n then tuition. esp on thu which is a fixed tuition day. oh anyway guys fri after sch we can hang out somewhere. hahahaha. n pdt design n development is under thomas teh. that means more tables n pictures to memo. haiz....wah i like got alot of comments on everything hor?haha....i tink dar dar will be like
ya lah' LOL. now i need to start thinking wen to book 2 more revision slots for driving. test is on a wed(lucky shit) so that means revision is on mon n tue.hmmmmm.......

1:20 PM

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im getting really bored....this morning no mood to run. wanted to go swimming but scared ar..coz i alone. LOL. coward. haiz. feels so weird not running but even if run oso no fun. sch's really opening soon n its like a hot topic now. everyone's talking bout it. n its making me feel sad coz wen sch open have to do report, proj, stupid comm skills, c bacteria, incubate them and then describe them, which all sux. but on the other hand, at least everyday u get to c ur frens. better than stuck at home with nth to do having to look at the 4 walls. now that's call self consoling. seriously i dono wat im typing(as u can c its all crap). today is a tue but its feels so weird. feels more like a weekend. i seriously wish now i blink blink my eyes then i grad already. haha. i tink im gg nuts today. =X

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Saturday, April 5, 2008

been kinda running quite alot these few weeks. wonder why. ppl say wen u run u can forget all ur sorrows and troubles. but somehow everytime i run i still think of my mum. its been a week already and the pain is still there...wonder wen it will go away.

ytd was my first lesson with my new K2 boy. suppose to teach him eng, maths n chi. went there n i really wanna strangle him. now i noe y his mum so anxious. gg to p1 and still he cant even recognise is, are, he, her bla bla bla. then i decided to ask him to write the alphabets. n for 1h im like sitting down there looking at him go back to A 20 times every time he go to another new alphabet. OMG! until now the alphabets are like stuck to my head. i really wish someone can tell me how to put words into that small boy's brains. lols. so today suppose to have tuition with the boy again but the mum cancelled it. good oso. but next week sian...tue to sun tuition n tuition. lucky not yet open sch. haha.

so today dar playing mj. mayb some ppl will be like ' wah so good i oso wan to play.' but for me somehow im like 'wah sian.' lol. n i wonder y. ever since my mum passed away its like a different me. everything seem so meaningless. n sleep seems to be the best remedy. besides gg out with frens. so now seems like i need to find something to do to keep me occupied until evening. sian. x_x

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Tuesday, April 1, 2008

ytd went to collect my mum's ash. n we brought back some. alot of ppl din noe that its ok to bring home some...now that makes me feel better coz i tot i was the only one who din noe.lol. first of all really wanna thank dar for companying me since fri until ytd night. even went thru sleepless nights with me. really love u so much. muacks. then wanna thank all those frens that came down to the wake - clar, yis, kc, joey, jess, yu xuan, bet, gw, jy. and those that sent their condolences. thanks guys for all ur care n concern. =D

so ytd dar pei me go ntuc to get some grocery shopping. today went with clar to buy her psp. end results very satisfying, clar hor?lol. then we went ntuc to buy pomfret for my dinner. huge one sia.almost 1kg. n then i went to pay. wen i reach home then i realise i need to learn how to be a housewife. haiz. coz i din buy any veg or watever. so that means dinner is juz fish n rice, how can? now i noe being a housewife not ez ar....not alone being a mother n housewife. lucky i still got maid or else dono how oso.

4:28 PM

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