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Saturday, May 31, 2008

ytd went to watch sex and the city coz narnia was full house for all slots. but anyway the show was great. super funny. starting already funny. lols. n its very sweet at the ending where Big emailed Sarah Jessica Parker(i forgot her name in the movie ar): "i know i screwed up-but i will love you forever". tt is like a good enough love letter. haha. don understand wat i talking rite?go watch go watch. n seriously don understand y its under M18 coz even the guy's dick could be seen.clearly. while he was bathing. but im not gg to say the size(quite obvious ar). haha. n the woman's boobs was big lah....but they only show one side. so too bad. n i tink its real sex. the camera was practically from the leg up. watch it n u'll noe wat i mean. anyway the newspaper was saying it should be R21. haha. this morning i was thinking clar cannot go watch ar. i can juz imagine her reaction. LOLS. i seriously don mind watching it again if someone treat me. hahahahaha. then after movie dar say still early ar so we walk walk walk to clarke quay to a pub which initially was to find his fren. then never noe his fren never work so we ended up drinking beer. i tink i drank more than him but its like NOT ENOUGH. lol. beer is never enough. like money. to me lah. haha. we drank only 2 cups then i say wan to go eski bar drink. but too bad no space only left the bar area which can only sit one person at each end coz in the middle is one ang moh couple. n guess wat he said to his wife/gf: "do u think she's a C cup?" after he looked at me. pig. -_-

so today dar went out jalan jalan with his long-time-no-see fren. so good de....still go cut hair. haiz. never wait me.....haha. i wan go shop shop ar...but damn sad not enough $$$$$$$$$$. but like he got no time to pei me n wen he got time i got no time. haiz. common test coming le n proj deadlines all straight after common test. so bloody tight. n im starting to stress out le. so today had 3h tuition with the k2 guy coz had to make up and juz nice the mum had to go out to change the scv box. told me she'll be back at 5 but she came back at 5.30 in which i had to babysit him for 30min. best of all there's no games coz no scv which means tv cannot on. so great. i entertained him by playing toy fight. surprisingly he enjoyed it. hmmm...haha.

cold joke of the day: this morning on the way to p3,p5 tuition, me n dar walking happily at their carpark n suddenly got one super loud "PO!! PO!!!" behind us which made me(or mayb both of us) jumped out of our skin n skyward. i tell u the stupid horn was super loud i could hear buzzing in my ear. i tink the dead oso can climb out of their grave. n its 10 in the morning! good wake up honk ar. n i showed her the middle finger. haha. which i got a stare. drive one family toyota honk wat shit. next time drive BMW then honk. anyway the mum was looking out of the window so i only hope she saw nth. haha.

THE END =)

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Thursday, May 29, 2008

actually i oso dono wat to blog...lets c...ok first hw. seriously i dono wat hw i've got...but i noe my table is becoming lesser n lesser like a table. instead it looks like mount fuji with snow. but soon it'll become mount everest. n im quite worried coz i wont be able to find my stuff by then. so this week i tink im packed. with hw. but im very messed up with wat hw i've got n that kinda sux. coz its like the deadline is start of the week. great. im so excited. urm can someone be kind enough to tell me all the hw we've got to do in msn...coz i tink its quite a long list rite?this post looks like its all bout hw. so keyword = hw.

im gg to watch narnia tml...hopefullly got slot n good space. hahaha. but i doubt............ =(

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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

today is my traffic police test n finally i PASS. hahahaha. so now juljul have a driving license. n juljul is waiting for dardar to pass his so that he can fetch her. hahahahaha. anyway today is totally my luck. the tester was good. im like always hoping i'll get him n finally my wish comes true. haha. i tink today im like practically suppose to fail de but he was like those(never check mirror) are minor mistakes so he's not gg to mark me. im like PHEW! n wen we got back to the office i was like looking at him that i tink he's trying hard not to laugh. n then he's like don worry u pass. n i went "i pass???really?oh good oh good oh good oh good!" n he's like sitting there thinking this ger must be crazy. lols. anyway first ting now is im gg to learn how to park without poles. -_- LOl.

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

haven eaten since ytd night....starving like some bloody shit. went to ntuc oso dono wat to buy. everything juz look so shity. all because of one shitty incident. so my dad's suppose to buy dinner but in the end he din. dar's suppose to meet me but in the end he din. everything's suppose to happen but in the end it din. n im suppose to take it easy. how can a starving person takes things ez n smile?? wonder y its always one day good the next day bad n then the next day will be good the following day bad. sometimes even worst. n im suppose to live life that way? n hw n proj make things worst. with driving exam on wed....im feeling like shit. n im still starving. but anyway i tink mine's not as bad as malcolm's. wonder how he can make jokes out of natural disasters. tt's quite something. -_-"

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Saturday, May 24, 2008

ytd dar dar n me went to watch chocolate. wanted to watch indiana jones then all slots full so watch chocolate lor. quite ok lah the movie....not say nice until wan to watch 2nd time(or tt's wat i tink.haha.) but can c y they took 4 yrs to make the movie. n that hiroshi abe quite handsome sia...haha. so today need to go tuition the p3 n p5 de. so still ok lah..complete paper 1 of the maths with him but i spam eng hw on top of his sch hw. orbi good. lols. very bad ar....who ask him get only 17/100 for his maths. anyway now eating dinner coz of all the stupid odds n ends housework. cooked cup noodle coz lazy to wash the dishes but never noe the stupid cup got hole which i cant find where. so in the end have to use bowl. -_-" n my card still haven arrive. the person say MAYB mon will come in. n is mayb only. stupid shit. got very upset over it coz i already top up 40 dollars within a week n i have concession de. can someone tell me what should i do????

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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

so today my mood not very good....woke up at the wrong side of the bed. yeah...so anyway today ended sch early. wanted to go home but im not using concession(shit.) so cant go home. so i had to wait 2 1/2 h for dar. how exciting. so i was like bored to death even with my psp n with occasional falling asleep. n my mood became worst. so yeah was kind of fierce.haha. but anyway my bad. but who wouldn't have a mood swing if he/she has to wait THAT long. hahahaha. ok so went for dinner but was like so tired and then tuition time. n guess wat?i lost my temper straight away. which i felt bloody good after that. LOL. y?coz he got 17/100 for his maths. 5/60 for maths paper 2. n he still can laugh like its damn bloody funny. really dono wats his brains for. might as well give me one blank paper. n i practically shouted at him although his mum was bathing. haha. actually i din noe the mum was in. n dar kept nudging me but he kena told off. lol. i tink i sounded quite fierce ar...coz the 3 of them was stunned at first. i totally wiped the laugh off the p5 boy's face. first time i scold one boy until like that sia....

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Monday, May 19, 2008

so here r the pics i say i will upload. these are the ones on my bd....

this is half of the ribs i ordered on dar's plate or is it mine??

kena tou pai by dar....

ok i forgot wat r their names but the red is hurricane

we wanted to drink that....lucky it was 2006 so can self console

the colestraw sux coz it had celery. =D

3rd drink...but i oso forgot the name

ok so that's bout all for fri. now sat. brought dar to kuishin-bo. intro by xinni! ha! food there was GREAT. the snow crab was nice ar...but we din spam that coz takes time to cut out the shell ar. haha. n the chawamushi rocks. we keep eat that. anyway we stayed there for 2h plus. dar was too full to move. haha. juz enjoy the pics ya?im not gg to have little details. too many ar. lazy.lol.

i dono wats that dot doing there....

tiramusu halfway thru..but not nice ar

this is the limited edition desert

cheese lobster..another ltd edition

ytd me n dar went to island creamery to try out their ice cream. another recommendation by chua ni ni. haha. the tiger sorbet really sux but the teh tarik was nice. the other one was very berry. dar ate the whole of that.lols.

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Saturday, May 17, 2008

ytd was juljul birthday!!! after sch me n dar dar went suntec to eat. then we went to Tony dono wat to eat the ribs n steak. actually their speciality is the ribs, steak and chicken. but i tink their food ok ok only leh..but dono y can full house until need to queue ar. but still we eat until damn full...like our tummy wan to burst le. took some pics but its with dar..mayb some other time then i upload if i still can rmb. haha. mayb i need some reminder..haha. n dar gave me a perfume. smells good ar. its called piere something.. some french name i tink.

so dar stayed over for the night and then morning i woke up at 11. told him i'll make breakfast for him wen i wake up and luckily got give him early notice that i will wake up late ar. ha. but then halfway cooking then my dad come n spoil my mood. say wat who say u can fry thing bla bla bla bla...then i must clean the floor for u dono wat dono wat. make me so angry. but lucky dar was cooking oso coz he say i not feeling well bla bla bla. but anyway we continue to cook n eat. actually fried some ham for my dad but he talk so much in the end don wan eat. but its his loss anyway. it was yummy. this one no pic coz no mood for pics. hmmm.... now i really looking forward to dinner. chua ni ni will noe y. LOL.

3:35 PM

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Thursday, May 15, 2008

today's quite a dono wat day oso...haha. today we first time make our cheesecake. quite successful ar. only the stupid crust dono y cannot harden. but the chocolate oso cannot taste out de...anyway today's only the first trial. tml taste again. hahaha. then today mr tay say no fdp lect. AGAIN. aiyo...dono how oso. but i don wan to go worry bout it. yet. then after that went with dar to suntec. wanted to buy heels from Aldo. i was like quite confirm le..but then went there c the price my heart damn pain ar. lols. although my hand damn itchy. ha. but anyway i ended up buying donut. lol. then wen coming home that time my card went totally dead on me. haiz. but the bus uncle so good. he say is SBS policy that they take the card then help me change. then he say nvm this trip he will not charge me. so good of him...but i next thu then can go take my new card. SIAN. must happen at this time..... haaiiiz. i cant wait for tml n sat. hahahaha.

10:51 PM

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

today after sch went down to dar dar's place. then he cooked for me some food. haha..like lao po juz came home from work then the lao gong cook for her that type of feeling. lols. so xin fu....lol. today alice wong called to say labelling cancel coz she's sick. now everyone's sick.....

i've been thinking n sometimes i tink wats the use of having a blog...there's times wen u wan to say out ur true feelings but coz its for the public to read u cant blog it out. or some ppl are afraid that they will offend whoever if they blog bout their true feelings. lets say i wan to blog something very emo..then wen ppl read they'll go "juljul wat happen ar?how come suddenly so emo?" or like "eee...jul got so emo de meh?". n that type of feeling really sux. my mum always told me not to live for ppl but i always feel that i m. i try to look like im fine in front of ppl but i noe no matter wat i say how i dress, ppl will talk. ever since my mum passed away, the feeling of loneliness has been there. even though dar tries his best to be with me, its still hard for me to accept that my family became one person less. i feel that i became very cold. last time already so cold now even more cold. so much so that i pushed all my close frens away from me....im no longer the fun jul jul that i used to be..n i offended ppl here n there without even knowing it. mayb im juz to bored to be with. mayb to ppl im juz a person that can juz exchange a few words n tt's it. haiz....this feeling really sux.

5:19 PM

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Monday, May 12, 2008

this morn while i was eating maggie mee i received a msg from meizi. normally i'll be like oh its her. but today after reading the msg im like omg should i buy 4D? lol. today there's no sch. the whole day! hahahaha. how great is that. so here i m sitting in front of the adv food micro(i dono wats the full name actually.haha) eating calbee, getting very bored with the words.
ok ok so poor Dr soh's on MC. hope she gets well soon(its really from the heart hor.lol). but one whole day no sch is not totally fun. coz we need to make up. n we already need to make up 4h of tut. now we need to make up 6. bloody shit.
so today went to meet dar for lunch n then i went to buy his present. by myself. at first went to bishan but cant find wat i wanted. so bo bian had to take a bus down to j8 to get it. n luckily i found wat i wanted. never noe that can be quite hard to find too...

P.S: wonder wen i should start working on my resume and the cover letter...n i still havent found my job applications..hmmm.tt's such a chore. =XXX

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Sunday, May 11, 2008

today went to buy shoes for dar dar...bo bian had to bring him along. coz he's sooooooo very very very particular with his shoes. haiz. luckily can decide on one pair. but lucky i still got plan B de.lols. so today suppose to do up the stupid journal n learn for the test but in the end...came home at 8 plus. haiz. so now have to chiong journal liao. ha. cant wait for next week. here's the plan: next thu is my daddy bd. me n dar decided to celebrate with him so we'll treat him makan. then fri is MY BIRTHDAY. hahahahaha. n sat anniversary. busy busy day.

ytd me n dar went to watch dance of the dragon. could tell dar was like 70% don wan to watch but we had a deal so he bo bian. LOL. although i don regret watching that i tink its not worth to watch. but the music not bad ar. nice. the storyline was bad. really bad. its like some parts they don show n then suddenly it change to another plot. then u will go "huh?" dar said he almost fell asleep. so ya...it was quite boring. even the dance which i expected to be good was not very. sad ar. i still so looking forward to it. =X

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Thursday, May 8, 2008

haha...juz read dar's tag and juz realise that someone misunderstands. lols. ok so actually here's wat happen: dono which day i was like SUPER late for khaw prac(as in almost 30min late) and then there's this bunch of idiot guys walked past. n i heard one of the guy say "this one is ger or boy?look like boy leh..mayb is gay." wah if im not late i will juz walk up n "accidentally" use something to hit his dick.hard. n say "oh im so sorry...wasn't intentionally" wah i tink i will feel damn good can. lols. gay my ass ar. n which part of me look like a boy sia...boy got boobs de meh?somemore they're like obviously visible. i seriously think he should juz dig his eyes out n sterilise them. then his fren was like "no like..she ger lah." =_=" so best fren..now u noe wat my dar dar mean le ba..lols. i tink im the only one finding this funny.

11:32 PM

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Wednesday, May 7, 2008

omg...i think my head's gg to crack soon. its like drumming for a few days now...n its even worst wen i juz bend to wear my shoes. now washing violet's cage oso i can tired out.haiz. dono how oso. still have to wash clothes bla bla bla. n now i cant stop coughing. omg. i tink im gg to cough to death. n now i still have to do the bar chart for tml presentation. omg. which kindsoul can possible save me?????????????

but anyway today went to watch ironman with dar. next will be dance of the dragon. im seriously planning the day to watch that show.lols. today watch ironman damn funny lah...we din noe that it didn't end there so we actually walked to the staircase le. but then still got alot of ppl never go off then dar was feeling so weird. n then got one group of ppl came back which is even more weird. so we decided to stand at the staircase there to wait n see. imagine how cartoon we look. LOL.

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Monday, May 5, 2008

was juz looking thru my blog then i realise under my wishlist the first one says "i wish my daddy can stay wif me till i get baby :P" seriously i din write that...n the only who can write that will be my lovable dar dar. n so my dar dar wat was that for???LOL. anyway everyone's practically making fun of me coz i lost my voice. is it really that funny? best of all even the bubble tea aunty today keep calling me "boy!boy lai ni de pao pao cha!" -_-" to think im like buying bubble from her for 3 yrs. so wen i wonder will this so call 'sexy' voice be gone????

10:47 PM

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today bloody hell end sch so early. but good oso lah...wanted to go with my dad to bank then had to stay back to do some stupid tut for some Wong woman. so damn hard to do de.haiz. wan my life ar she. no wonder she so skinny coz everyday must look thru so thick thick files for some regulatory stuff. but anyway im still stuck at where i started. haiz. then ask dar to help me to find more ppl to do my survey. haha. he really rocks. ask so many ppl i tink like wat 8 or 9?then he still make nice nice into MS word for me wor. so good. haha. but its sad not to try new flavour of cheesecakes. lols. but then i realise one thing. from dar's survey majority of the guys don like cheesecake ar. i tink like only one ger don like. hmmm...

4:27 PM

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Sunday, May 4, 2008

today so boring n so bloody hot can. morn have to wake up early coz got tuition at 10 with the p3 n p5. until 11.30. then after that had to rush to the p6 de at 12. haiz. but today not tired ar. weird. then went home for lunch and then there's mangosteen. yay! my san jiu buy. then went out thomson plaza walk walk a while n back home. rest a while go out for dinner with dar n dad. then back home to do regulations or mayb slack. so after reading i dono how else boring can a day be le. dono y today is soooo boring until cannot be anymore boring. think coz of the stupid weather make me bored, my blog bored, my dardar bored, violet bored, everything n everyone bored. hmmm.....

7:59 PM

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Friday, May 2, 2008

ytd something very scary happened. i was opening the window n then suddenly it dropped. yes dopped to 1st storey from the 19th storey. that window was like forbidden to open since dono how many yrs then ytd i go open. shit. bloody hell lucky got no one there sia. or else i tink now i in supreme court le. tried to catch hold of it but it was too heavy for me. if i hold somemore i drop le. scary lor. then dar was like stunned. wen i turned round all i can say was "diao xia qu le" which means drop down le. wen i say finish "PIANG!!!!!". OMG. i was scared worst than shit. faster tell my dad who got super worst than angry(like who wont) then me n dar went down to c. omg it was smashed. even the frame broke into 4. the way that ting flew down was real scary. omg. anyway i hope im alright.

today i have no tuition. yay! went dinner with dar n my dad. nice nice. anyway wanna watch dance of the dragon. dar wanna watch ironman. so we decided i'll pei him watch then he pei me watch. ha. hope can faster find time to watch.

9:48 PM

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