Saturday, November 10, 2007
tis morning my mummy took a flight with my smaill uncle to bejing. it all started wen my tt small uncle told his neurosurgeon but my mum's case then he intro her to one of the hosp in beijing which is very good in curing cancer. as he claim. but tt doc is the head of tt hosp so can say he should be quite trustable. however tis morn wen i saw tt neurosurgeon i don like him. so tao...ming ming noe we're her family but still he nv even bother to say hi. "hello we're not invisible or u need more glasses to improve ur eyesight uncle?!"anyway tis morn before my mum goes to the airport me, my dad and my maid try to make her as happy as possible. coz its the first time she's leaving us for dono how long(especially me). so of coz we're all very sad...especially me. but ppl say before flying cannot cry or else bad luck. so i try my super very very best to not to cry in front of her(but of coz i fail lah.lol). seeing her cry feels like a million of knives piercing into my heart, seeing her becoming in this state feels like a million knives piercing through. so tis morn my san jiu mu, her daughter and boyfren oso came to find her. in the end my san jiu mu oso cry coz among the sisters-in-law my mum and her are the closest. at 8am the ambulance came to fetch my mum to the airport. so the whole journey i was still trying to control but again i fail. haha. so its cry then stop cry then stop. lols. the whole time like tis until she went in.
juz now at 4 plus i cannot tahan le..so i use dar's phone to call my xiao jiu jiu, luckily he pick up the phone. then finally can talk to my mummy le. so she say she's ok, no nausea no headache.everything fine n good. veli good veli good. haiz but thinking from another angle, its a good experience for my xiao jiu jiu to take care of her. we took care of her for the past 6 months but he come back from shanghai after dono how many years for less than 2 weeks wan to bring her to beijing already. ask him how to make her feel comfortable he oso dono still wan to bring her so far away. but he told us he's getting a private nurse and maid for her. it better be true otherwise he's as good as dead(none of the brothers agree on her gg to beijing). i juz hope she will faster be well and faster come back from tt place. =X
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