Sunday, February 17, 2008
today woke up at the wrong side of the bed. wanted to sleep more but cant coz have to study already. 2nd day means the turbulent flow day. tml another turbulent. so with all the cramps and pain n everything, got into a foul mood. best still own bf made the mood even worst. mum tried to cheer her daughter up but actually to no avail. good clar did reply my sms sometimes making me feel not so lonely.but she nv noe. tks alot ger. din wan to disturb mum's sleep i went back to study. no mood to study. spent half the afternoon to study 4 chap of snq. spent whole 2h to study 8pg of nutrition n disease 1. got into a bad arguement with bf that never resolves. best it was a sms arguement. so instead of calling n argue we sms n argue. rather not go into further details. then realise that everything was bullshit. life was bullshit studies was bullshit love was bullshit everything that belongs to me was bullshit. don even noe wats happening to me. stress over every shit. but who understands?no one. not even myself. P.S. Woman is always the one stress like hell why , cus da ee ma la!!! anyway thank for your concern me frenz i ok le today is 18/2/07 ,yesterday and sat is my worst day ...
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