today after sch went down to dar dar's place. then he cooked for me some food. haha..like lao po juz came home from work then the lao gong cook for her that type of feeling. lols. so xin fu....lol. today alice wong called to say labelling cancel coz she's sick. now everyone's sick.....
i've been thinking n sometimes i tink wats the use of having a blog...there's times wen u wan to say out ur true feelings but coz its for the public to read u cant blog it out. or some ppl are afraid that they will offend whoever if they blog bout their true feelings. lets say i wan to blog something very emo..then wen ppl read they'll go "juljul wat happen ar?how come suddenly so emo?" or like "eee...jul got so emo de meh?". n that type of feeling really sux. my mum always told me not to live for ppl but i always feel that i m. i try to look like im fine in front of ppl but i noe no matter wat i say how i dress, ppl will talk. ever since my mum passed away, the feeling of loneliness has been there. even though dar tries his best to be with me, its still hard for me to accept that my family became one person less. i feel that i became very cold. last time already so cold now even more cold. so much so that i pushed all my close frens away from me....im no longer the fun jul jul that i used to be..n i offended ppl here n there without even knowing it. mayb im juz to bored to be with. mayb to ppl im juz a person that can juz exchange a few words n tt's it. haiz....this feeling really sux.
5:19 PM
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i need u i love u
i want u
me
Name is Juliana
Always like to daydream and Never like to move unnecessary =P
I love my dar dar and I hate no one.
My Wishes
i wish my daddy can stay wif me till i get baby :P
to be with my dar dar forever n ever n ever n ever.....
Name is Juliana
