so how is life up there? im sure u have made lots and lots of friends like u did wen ure still here. last sat was ur 100th day. time past so fast and ure gone juz like that. looking back at ur pictures in papa's phone brings back all memories we had in the past. from the time wen u were still fine to the time wen u started to deteriorate. ever since u were gone i missed u so badly. up till now. i have so much things to say to u, so many things to show u, so many problems hoping that u can help me solve. yet i noe its impossible. every small movements reminded me of u. even those sedimental songs that jiahui's dad played while we were playing mj bring back those happy memories of us. i rmb u always said that u n me will always be happily together no matter wat. sometimes i even wake up thinking u're in the bathroom washing up but then i rmb that you're gone.
that day wen i went to visit u, me n alvin brought u 3 roses. really hope u like it coz they're ur fav colours. i couldn't bring myself to say out anything. all i could do was to stand there n looked at ur picture, feeling hopelessly helpless. i wish i could put all ur bones and ashes back together and bring u back to life. i wish i could do all the impossible stuff. but i will rmb wat u said in my dream. u had to go because ur time is up.
mummy all i wan u to noe is that i really love n missed u so much. that dream where u said u love me too really made me feel better. thank you so much and i really hope that u will be in good hands of the Lord as u were so devoted to Him.
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i need u i love u
i want u
me
Name is Juliana
Always like to daydream and Never like to move unnecessary =P
I love my dar dar and I hate no one.
My Wishes
i wish my daddy can stay wif me till i get baby :P
to be with my dar dar forever n ever n ever n ever.....
Name is Juliana
