Thursday, September 4, 2008
today is a damn fucking bad day for me lah. morning somehow i was so lazy to run that i din run. then my dad say wan to go telok kurau to eat. fine i'll drive since next week i cant drive anymore. but on the way there my dad have to talk talk talk talk talk like some bloody old woman n scold n scold until i seriously i feel like stopping the car along the expressway n ask him to drive. nvm i tahan. go there cannot find the place dono how to give directions last min should TURN HERE!! wah lucky beside no bike or else gone case. then parking. my parallel parking is worst than wat u call shit. so fine he guide actually quite nice only abit too out he made me redo. fine. so everything went well. gg back. since alvin only has half hour to eat time is precious. to me. but the old father cannot understand. cant blame him. then talk n talk scold n scold nag n nag. fire building n building n building inside me. reach home i park too near to the car beside fine redo. but no i went in n out in n out in n out in n out in n out the fucking parking lot like so idiot robot n i dono wat im doing where im turning. i don mind to practice parking but at least TELL ME where to turn. instead he stand there looking like i juz killed his precious little wife n im getting punished. at that time the flame already anytime bursting out. in the end he still angry. wah then he can tell ppl "i only wan her to practice dono y she so angry..." oh ya practice with knowing wat im doing is call PRACTICE! n then wen the car was nicely in he still wanted me to redo! by then i already very sian n i said then redo lor. with that he angry n say "off the engine go home lah" n walk off. WTF. reach home he complain n complain n complain but i ignored. wanted to go straight to bathe but no kena call back. that was the final straw. he haven even open his mouth i shouted at him already. the fire too big liao. i scold scold scold scold scold scold scold until he was damn angry he threw the control. n i told him "throw lah. u only noe how to throw throw throw! u don even think how i feel!" until i was hoarse. n i walked off to bathe. n the whole day i was so troubled that i shouted that he had to be this way. URGH. n ppl don tag me to chill. tks.
ok then for the past days i've been thinking. how exactly m i gg to meet dar for dinner wen i start work. n then he told me wed even though we have tuition together we can eat together. because we'll be late. seriously i don understand. wats the diff b/w an engineering industry n a sci lab industry?y is it that the engineering industry gets all the buses to everywhere within minutes n the sci lab industry don't? its not like sci lab industries are so dirty that they need to be isolated. n its making me so irritated wen i found out that more than half the buses in boon lay interchange are loop buses. n there are like 24 buses altogether! WTF. its juz so pathetic.
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