today is dar's 33th day at tekong and today is his 2nd ippt...wonder how it went. have to wait until tonight then can ask him but frankly i kinda think i noe how it went le. lols. so dar was saying he need to pass his ippt or else no rank but guess that's wat bmt is about ba...to train them up to pass ippt. today feeling really very moody. dono y...but dar said something then made me think the whole day then the more i tink the more not right it seem to me. really hate thinking bout stuff. worst of all i cant stop myself from not thinking. wanted to msg him to ask him clearly but i don wanna jump to conclusion neither do i wan to affect his mood wen he's still at camp and there's like 4 more days before he can come out. sometimes i really wish i can clone myself into alot of juljuls: one for bringing to shopping wen i cant decide which clothes to buy, one for getting upset on behalf of me and doing all the unnecessary thinking, one for helping me out esp now with the fyp stuff, one for learning how to cook so that next time can help me open up my restaurant. i tink that's it for now...one should not be too greedy. yeah.
6:29 PM
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i need u i love u
i want u
me
Name is Juliana
Always like to daydream and Never like to move unnecessary =P
I love my dar dar and I hate no one.
My Wishes
i wish my daddy can stay wif me till i get baby :P
to be with my dar dar forever n ever n ever n ever.....
Name is Juliana
